Alone...

Have you ever felt so alone? Surrounded by people in every direction as far as the eye can see, but alone. I remember what that feels like. Their where days when the light was dim and no one came to see me. I sat in my room and played with toys and made imaginary friends.

I can't believe that was once me. Now I am the laugh of the crowd, so pleased to make everyone happy but in the end, sometimes I still feel... alone. I dress as best I can and create a aura of fun and laughter, but the day ends and I have to go home... alone.

I am grateful for my love because he makes me not alone. His Love stretches my body, my home and my spirit so alone doesn't live here any more. I do still remember alone. I do my best to make the ones I love never feel alone.

If you feel yourself alone, reach out to those closest. If you find yourself feeling this on nights after you were the center of the party, don't get upset, just realize who is friend and who is fun. I have had problems differentiating the two. These days, I do better.